It's 4th month going on. Many tests and Dr meeting started. Sometimes hectic rather than tensed. But good thing is, now I feel that am not only one who is going to be Mother in this planet :), after finding so many pregnant women in the clinic.Some already mother and having another baby, some first time pregnant. Everybody has their own experiences.Some become slim again, some look like one baby is still left inside them :). Baby can hear now, so we can talk to her/him. What if she/he doesn't like some song that I am playing. What exactly baby likes to eat, I still don't know but try to eat everything that is healthy and vegetarian. I don't know what should I talk to baby now, hmmm can read some stories. How am I feeling, hmmm better, getting used to, difficult to lay on back side or say on one position for a long time, gastric, constipated, but not much to notice.Yes, heard baby's heart beat too, wow, it's like some horses are running, was confused a bit it's baby or mine :). Technology went too far, how many things we can find out now, though this one is old but new for me. But I understand technology development is the never ending process. Keen to know when they can find color scan or a live video attached to tummy to watch what baby is doing. Would be quite interesting.
Long days started, no Internet, becoming difficult to pass time, nothing creative am doing, I know I have something in my mind, to make, but not now. Books are your great friend, ok, so will read some book today. I know, would sleep after reading few pages, but atleast. Will read them loudly so that baby can hear them too. Baby should have something to think after all :).
Ok, now this constipation making me bit crazy, acne all around the face, headache, lazy sleeping mood. Dr gave some stupid honey type syrup but dont know whether it's working or not. In fact, sometimes it works.
I went to a get-together kind of party last Saturday, had fun, laughed too much with almost same age ladies. Oh cant think twice about those non sense jokes and games. Baby inside must be thinking that some kind of tsunami has come during those breathless laughter. Really cool to join these kind of without tension parties, Hubby also got the chance to watch some action movie, so nobody got bore inside the home. But these parties are good only if that are rare, otherwise if someone call every week, no please, became boring, obligatory, same fruit juice and food, hidden expectation that now you should also arrange something next time and laughter without reason (only good part that I enjoy).
last week of month 4: No Internet yet, I know my baby can hear me so started reading aloud Gandhiji's autobiography. Today was reading about his firm believe on vegetarianism, fasting and self control. In my childhood too, we read much about him, might not understood every prospect of his life but now I could feel how our life style and thinking, specially about food, is same. I never follow anybody including Gandhiji but God blessed us to be God believer and living as clean life as possible. Anyways, Gandhiji experimented much on his diet like having salt less food etc and may be because of those hard life even in this 4th generation we have a respect on him. But surely I am not having desire to have that Saint kind of life. Even though our life style did not get affected whether we are in our country or outside. My Hubby and I have never desire to even taste Alcoholic drink or any kind of Non Veg food. So I agree when Gandhi wrote that even God helps you if you are in right path. So Almighty did, and many times unknowingly even Non Veg food served in front of us, we clearly escaped to have it. That is the part of our self control and will power that allowing us to live beautiful simple life without any regret or sense of missing something. I experience many of my surroundings families those themselves never eat Non veg food but allowing their kids to have them. Poor kids even they dont want to be non-vegetarian when grown up, has to eat that to fulfill their parents hidden desire. They gives the reason behind these that so their kids atleast eating something more healthy, that seems foolish to me as there is no scientific proof that vegetarian diet is less healthy and I have never suffered from any shortcomings because of my pure vegetarian diet even without egg. I really wish my baby should have same strong will power and self control as ours.
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